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Thank you for being there, my friend
It's ok, I'm alright
I know you're worried about my fight
But I'm so used to it, it's comical
The pain I feel, it's lyrical
I'm struggling now, it's true
But with every cut, I feel less blue
More red, yes
But less depressed
I'm sorry my self hate makes you sad
But it's not all bad
I'll be ok eventually
Albeit, reluctantly
I've never been normal or sane
I know this, and beat myself up in disdain
I hate speaking of my inner demons
They're always yelling, screaming
I feel if I talk, they win
I cry, they grin
I don't want to push that on anyone
It's why I lock myself away and run
I know you care, and only want to help
But please, don't worry yourself
I'm not something to dwell upon
I am only me, a no one
In this spiteful race
Nothing I can't face
I'll be ok, I'll be fine
Thank you though, for seeing the signs
I'm depressed again
But I thank you for being there, my friend
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Literature
Who Am I
I'm so confused
I feel so used
By no one
By everyone
I'm a barely breathing
Hopeless quivering
Walking contradiction
Of my minds restrictions
I can't figure out
What my life's about
How am I barely alive
But not ready to die
I want to
I'm almost through
But not now
Wow
I don't understand
No way I can
Not really
Touchy feely
Lovey dovey
Pushy shovy
Help me
Let me be
Sigh I just don't know
This blows
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Literature
One Lone Tear
One lone tear
It's all I'm allowed
My subconscious suppresses
The rest underneath
My veiled smile
Is hiding my shame
To those peering for a glimpse
My broken spirit
Faking hope
My speciality
Longing for peace
Exhausted my willpower
Defeated by time
Running out
One lone lonely tear
One last time
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Literature
Untitled
I'm spinning out of control
Away from myself
My hope
Life
I'm confused in my mind
Breaking up inside
Falling apart
Broken
I'm afraid of myself
Nothing seems ok
Losing life
Sad
I'm bleeding out again
I don't know why
What's wrong
Help
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Literature
You and Me again
You're searching for me again
Knock, knock, knocking
At my door
Haunting me forever more
You're whispering sweet tales again
Prod, prod, prodding
At my soul
Burning into me like coal
You're laughing at me again
Stab, stab, stabbing
At my psyche
Dissolving me into crazy
You're killing me again
Drown, drown, drowning
My mournful song
Destroying right from wrong
You're guiding me again
Slash, slash, slashing
My hurt away
Ignoring what protests say
You're winning again
Hate, hate, hating
My life again
Greetings to you old friend...
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Literature
Shadows of Addiction
My Addiction haunts me
Always stalking
reminding
listening
watching
taunting
me
My Shadow is tainted
Slinking away
whispering
hiding
bleeding
crying
alone
My Pain is alive
Always there
creeping
pounding
growing
fading
again
My World is controlled
Forever taunted
unforgiving
stabbing
mocking
longing
life
My Thoughts still reside
So ashamed
feeling
stewing
failing
dyeing
always
My Addiction has shadows
Never alone
demanding
pleading
begging
needing
release
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Literature
Like Fire
Hatred
Like Fire
So Deadly
Painful
Evil
Life destroyer
One in the same
No love
No peace
Unforgivable
Never forgotten
Like Fire
New beginnings
Better generation
Pave the future
Once again loved
No more pain
Burns heal
Hatred can be stop
Just Like Fire
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Stars and Wishes
Wishes and stars
child's play
Fun and games
left to imagination
Saturday cartoons
fade into memories
Inocence and peace
falls away
Carefree days
gone for good
Santa and The Easter Bunny
debunked and forgotten
Happy go lucky
sad and lonley
What a World we Live in
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Literature
Congratulations Society
Look at me,
What do you see?
Smiles, laughs, goofs?
Used to be, Poof!
Now the girl you all loved,
Well shes gone, pushed and shoved
Over the edge, over the brink
Forever dead, now what to think?
Who's fault, where to place blame?
Him, her, you, them it's all the same
However put, my faith is destroyed
Tossed into the void
Along with my innocence, stolen
My very essence woven
Into "Adulthood"
Wonderful, always wished I could
Now turned stone
Surrounded and alone
Grew up
To give up
Individual, independent thought
That was so hard fought
For, only to be lost quicker
Than siblings bicker
Bitter and hard
Feelings bared
Sneaky, uncaring, unforgiving, disdaneful
What a miracle!
Behind every vindictive little bitch
Is a lost child, pushed into the ditch
For far to long
Always put in the wrong
Stabbed too many times in the back
Reasoning always lacked
Never again will I care
Life's not fair
Nice people get stepped on
Sincerity's only a con
Why should I live in the past
Worlds changing fast
Why
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Literature
Finally
Happiness is overrated
Love is said to be cliched
Relationships are unnecesary
This is the 'norm'
But I say normal is overrated
Love is beautiful
Relationships are wonderful
If they're with someone special
Like you
Though there have been roadblocks
They're tumbling down
I'm finally with you
And you with me
Finally I have you in my arms
When we're apart
All I think about is you
I miss you
I'll see you soon
Finally,
After all that's happened
I take closure in the knowing
The knowing that you're there
IT seems to lessen the heartach
Of not being at your side
Even if but a moment
I used to laugh at them,
But sappy love songs
And romantic movies
Why, they explain it best
I understand now,
Because I finally have you
And as corny as it is,
It's true.
And I couldn't be happier
I know you feel the same
Though it's not easy
Good things never are,
But when you're on my mind,
I can't help but smile
Inside, and out.
I finally have someone,
Someone who cares
Who doesn't judge me
Or my human imperfec
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Freedom And Love
FREEDOM
      AND
LOVE
Freedom is coveted
few truely have it
Everyone wants it
claims they 'need' it
Teens scream for it
refuse to behave without it
We won't live with it
can't live without it
How many crave it
who will do anything
Anything for a glimpse
a glimpse of what was won
Years ago, with blood
what we belive aside
It can't be denied
that the bloodshed for freedom
Hasn't ended, just paused
years go by without a drop
A flood of crimson emerges
hearts that will never beat
Familys torn apart
children orphaned, alone
And for what?
the freedom we squabble over
How many must die
before we realize
We already posses what we require
love
At times it may be hard to find
but it's always there
Babies cry for it
girls weep for it
Dress up there bodies for it
boys typically run from it
We all want it
we all crave it
We all fight for it
people die for it
Freedom and Love,
they're really not so different,
Are they?
but at what cost?
How much are you willing to pay
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Lullaby-Nickleback
"Lullaby"
Well, I know the feeling
Of finding yourself stuck out on the ledge
And there ain't no healing
From cutting yourself with the jagged edge
I'm telling you that, it's never that bad
Take it from someone who's been where you're at
Laid out on the floor
And you're not sure you can take this anymore
So just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me now
I'm reaching out
To let you know that you're not alone
And if you can't tell, I'm scared as hell
'Cause I can't get you on the telephone
So just close your eyes
Oh, honey here comes a lullaby
Your very own lullaby
Please let me take you
Out of the darkness and into the light
'Cause I have faith in you
That you're gonna make it through another night
Stop thinking about the easy way out
There's no need to go and blow the candle out
Because you're not done
You're far too young
And the best is yet to come
So just give it one more try to a lullaby
And turn this up on the radio
If you can hear me n
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Unpretty- TLC
UNPRETTY-TLC
Find the reflection you see to be so damn unpretty
Find the reflection you see to be so damn unpretty
I wish I could tie you up in my shoes
Make you feel unpretty too
I was told I was beautiful
But what does that mean to you
Look into the mirror who's inside there
The one with the long hair
Same old me again today (yeah)
My outsides look cool
My insides are blue
Every time I think I'm through
It's because of you
I've tried different ways
But it's all the same
At the end of the day
I have myself to blame
I'm just trippin'
[Chorus]
You can buy your hair if it won't grow
You can fix your nose if he says so
You can buy all the make-up that mac can make
But if you can't look inside you
Find out who am I, too
Be in a position to make me feel so damn unpretty
Find the reflection you see to be so damn unpretty
Never insecure until I met you
Now I'm in stupid
I used to be so cute to me
Just a little bit skinny
Why do I look to all these things
To keep you happy
Maybe get rid of you
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These are my inner most thoughts and feelings. Once read you'll know the rawest emotions and secretes. Read don't read, do with my broken emotions and scarred past what you will.
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It's ok, I'm alright
I know you're worried about my fight
But I'm so used to it, it's comical
The pain I feel, it's lyrical
I'm struggling now, it's true
But with every cut, I feel less blue
More red, yes
But less depressed
I'm sorry my self hate makes you sad
But it's not all bad
I'll be ok eventually
Albeit, reluctantly
I've never been normal or sane
I know this, and beat myself up in disdain
I hate speaking of my inner demons
They're always yelling, screaming
I feel if I talk, they win
I cry, they grin
I don't want to push that on anyone
It's why I lock myself away and run
I know you care, and only want to help
But please, don't worry yourself
I'm not something to dwell upon
I am only me, a no one
In this spiteful race
Nothing I can't face
I'll be ok, I'll be fine
Thank you though, for seeing the signs
I'm depressed again
But I thank you for being there, my friend
Thank you for being there, my friend
I just don't want you to worry...
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Dora
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United States
Current Residence: U.S.A.
Favourite genre of music: all
Favourite style of art: poetry/ceramics
MP3 player of choice: ipod nano
Skin of choice: mine
Favourite cartoon character: taz
Personal Quote: Just because im dead doesnt mean im not alive and just because im alive doesnt mean im not dead
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Hey guys...just downloaded the app so I can get on again. I miss and need this...I seem to be falling and failing again I don't know how or why but I am...I feel lost again. Back to not sleeping again,..among other things. Will leave it at that. Bear with me please ok?

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Hey :) Thank you for your faves! Have a lovely day <3
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Hey, I don't usually thank you fr the favorites anymore, but I still want you to know they all mean a lot to me :)
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